It was an ordinary Tuesday night at the ballpark.
On June 18, 2002, the Anaheim Angels played in St. Louis, facing the Cardinals for the first time ever. More than 39,000 people gathered at Busch Stadium, which was a toasty 88 degrees at game time. Of course it was — this was St. Louis in June.
No one knew the significance of this night, this game, right then. No one knew what the date would soon mean for Cardinals fans or in Cardinals history. It was simply a baseball game on a Tuesday night.
Darryl Kile returned to the pitchers mound for the top of the eighth inning, working on a shutout.
Both were season firsts for him — going that deep into a game and holding the opponent scoreless. Twice he’d pitched seven innings, both times allowing an earned run, in what had thus far been an up-and-down year.
He didn’t win a game until April 24, then lost three straight. Since mid-May things had been better, three consecutive wins until he hit a bump in the road last Wednesday: five earned runs in only 4 1/3 innings, his shortest outing of the year. His record was 4-4, his ERA 3.97.
Now, tonight, more improvement.
Kile held the Angels hitless until the third, then allowed back-to-back singles. A fourth inning double was the only other hit he’d allowed, plus he’d struck out five and only walked one.
By contrast, Angel Kevin Appier’s night was awful. The Cardinals began the game swinging and scored one run in the first, two in the second and three in the third. Kile got into the act in the second inning, as a sacrifice attempt following singles by Edgar Renteria and Mike Matheny ended instead with him safely at first. Bases loaded, no out. Fernando Vina followed with a sacrifice fly and, after a Placido Polanco single, J.D. Drew drove in Matheny with a ground-out. The next inning, Jim Edmonds started the scoring with a solo homer against his former team and, two batters later, Renteria homered.
Appier was done after the second homer, recording no outs in the third, and things settled down after that. Angels’ relievers kept pace with Kile and the game turned into a pitchers’ duel. The score remained 6-0 as Kile started the eighth.
First up was pinch-hitter Benji Gil, who did what he ideally should in that situation by launching a line drive deep to center. He ended up at second base with the Angels’ fourth hit of the night.
Lead-off man David Eckstein was next. He had one of those Angel hits, the first of the game. No repeat performance here, though, as he grounded to Polanco at third. He threw across to first baseman Tino Martinez. One out.
Next up: Darin Erstad. He was soon the first Angel with two hits in the game as he singled to center. Gil scored from second to put Anaheim on the board.
Then came Troy Glaus, who hit a fly ball to Edmonds in center — two outs.
One last pitch remained for Darryl Kile.
It was delivered from the stretch to Garrett Anderson, who promptly lined it into right field for a single. “The ball just jumped off his bat,” Joe Buck said on the television broadcast. Drew fielded the ball and threw it to Renteria covering second base.
Two on, two out, Tim Salmon coming to the plate — Tony La Russa made his way to the mound, for Kile was done. Gene Stechschulte was taking over.
Darryl Kile walked off the pitchers mound for the last time in his life.
Buck correctly predicted on TV he “should receive a nice hand” as many of the crowded ballpark’s red-clad fans stood up to applaud as Kile quickly made his way to the dugout. “Another strong start,” Buck said.
Such a routine move, the starting pitcher leaving the game. Such a typical gesture, the ovation as the starter exits.
And on this night, that’s all it was — another game on another night in a six-month season. A good game, indeed a strong start for Kile in what was ultimately a Cardinals 7-2 win. A significant victory, for it put the Cardinals into sole possession of first place in what had been their own up-and-down season from mid-April to mid-June. They’d remain in first the rest of the season.
But had we known it really wasn’t just another June night, how would we have responded?
If we’d known Darryl Kile was pitching for the final time ever, that three nights later the 33-year-old would go to sleep in a Chicago hotel room and never wake up again, what would we have done differently?
What if we’d realized then what Joe Buck was going through as he broadcast the game, knowing his dad and our beloved broadcaster Jack would die that very evening?
How would we have paid tribute?
What possible ovation could there have been to demonstrate how much Jack Buck meant to us, how much we valued Darryl Kile? If we had known, what would we have done?
Yet we didn’t know.
We couldn’t know.
The sadness, the heartbreak, the tears, the pain, that aching and helpless feeling of seeing our Cardinals hurting even worse than we were, the JFB and DK57 patches and tributes — those were all still ahead, unknown to us right then.
We enjoyed that game on June 18, 2002, whether at the ballpark or watching on TV or listening on the radio. We appreciated watching Kile pitch so well, perhaps thought about what a positive sign this was for the season still ahead, we welcomed the victory over the Angels and the move ahead of the Reds into first place.
Of course we did. It was still an ordinary Tuesday night.
Christine Coleman is the senior St. Louis Cardinals reporter for Aaron Miles’ Fastball. Follow her on Twitter, @CColeman802, or email email@example.com. Also follow @AMilesFastball for the latest updates.
This is so good.
Well done, Chris. It’s hard to believe it’s been ten years.
I know this is about Kile in particular, but really we could say it about any of us on any given day. Celebrate the small things. We never know when they’ll be our last things.
Seconded. Thanks for writing this.
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And you made me cry in public… Perfect, Christine.
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